My husband says I’m hard to encourage. And he’s right. I honestly just do not believe people when they say kind things to me. It’s not because I think they are lying or anything like that. It’s because if I don’t believe it about myself, or if I see myself differently, I think, “If they really knew me they wouldn’t think those things.” It’s like, “That’s nice and all, but I know the truth. You’re just biased or seeing me through some faulty lens that makes me appear better than I actually am. I’m really not that good. I’m actually kind of terrible.”
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I have had many people ask if I regret having kids so young. And I think that is a question worth answering.
First, I believe God has a journey for each of us. And it was as clear as your two little heartbeats during that first ultrasound that this was mine. My journey of motherhood, my journey of who I am. He was in control the whole time. He wanted you here with me in that time. It is so apparent.
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